dibagi2 kue,lumayan nunggu makan malam..:) on Twitpic

dibagi2 kue,lumayan nunggu makan malam..:) on Twitpic

JB

Further In

On the main road into the city
when the sun is low.
The traffic thickens, crawls.
It is a sluggish dragon glittering.
I am one of the dragon’s scales.
Suddenly the red sun is
right in the middle of the windscreen
streaming in.
I am transparent
and writing becomes visible
inside me
words in invisible ink
which appear
when the paper is held to the fire!
I know I must get far away
straight through the city and then
further until it is time to go out
and walk far in the forest.
Walk in the footprints of the badger.
It gets dark, difficult to see.
In there on the moss lie stones.
One of the stones is precious.
It can change everything
it can make the darkness shine.
It is a switch for the whole country.
Everything depends on it.
Look at it, touch it…

afraid

Lupa kapan waktu pada saat aku mulai menutup hati,menutup diri.Ya...sejak saat itu aku memang cendrung menutup hati untuk siapa saja yang coba dekat dan berusaha untuk tidak mendekat dengan siapapun apalagi soal hati.Dan saat ini aku juga dekat dengan seseorang, yang aneh nya malah membangkitkan rasa takut yang amat sangat.Perasaan Sayang ,Suka,Cinta, or whatever it is that makes feel good ,comfort , justru tumbuh bersamaan rasa takut yang aku pikir skala perbandingannya sangat tidak adil...Tidak tau kapan bisa keluar dari rasa takut..I wasn't traumatized,but i'm still afraid.And i know this feeling can kill me so softly,agak strange memang :).but ”I have to endure caterpillars if I want to see butterflies”

but i hate butterflies until the time that I can not specify

oh ya..i talk to my computer,i talk to my self :)